RIGHT here RIGHT now

I dont know where to start. I went to many English courses, Did all of them work for me or will they? I haven't tried to write before sticking to grammar rules such as these blog pages.

Probably, many bloggers have a big problem... WHAT TO WRITE and HOW TO WRITE...For me, I am procrastinating to blog in these days. You think I am a lazy person... Yeah I agree with you..

Let's see Alper's Inner Voice!

-You lazy guy..Write something for your blog...
-(scratching his hub) Hmmm.. well..uhmm Maybe later or after dinner.
-Hey, Nobody read your blog if you let it go...
-Allrite allrite, I ll try to fill in!
-Good boy!

-Hey, wake up! note that idea!
-(squinting) Ohhh! it's 3:44 am. Are you kidding?
-Nope! I have a great idea! get pencil and write it down.
-Oh my good Lord!

Sometimes it is very hard to waiting for "muse". In your daily life, you witness many things, you hear many sounds, you search for writing method. "Muse" touches my back and triggers my fingers.
I have no chance for salvation! this is the another way I tell myself...